a life that i can't understand

it's good to be alone sometimes, i guess. maybe not that 'alone' but it's good to be apart from the people you used to be around everyday. i just enjoying my quality time alone. if  i could then i would stay alone. i'll just grab any free time to be apart and being all alone. sit back doing nothing, listening to music, playing and learning my ukulele, surfing internet, eating, watch movies then get back to sleep. ahhh what a great life it would be :D am i weird? no i'm not. what happened lately does matter in changing me. i'm turning into something i said i'll never be. started to liking lipstick for example. i used to said that i would never ever gonna wear it on my lips but now i just love it. haha. a heartbreak does changed me yet still teach me something in life. a lot i think. i learn how to live on my own. well, since your own shadow still gonna leave you when you're in the darkness, so i learn how to stand own my own feet. so many things to discover in this life actually. having a relationship isn't cool at all. being single and alone are the best feeling in the world and i'm serious about it. but, i must admit that i still need a man in my life, but not for now. kihkihkih. yet, i'm still young for it. long way to go babeh. so many things to discover and learn. so enjoy the ride while you can, smile and laugh while you have teeth. don't over think thing, learn how to laugh at your problem so you'll never run out of thing to laugh at yet can stay young and beauty. peace out !